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WE WERE THE BEST OF, THE BEST OF, FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY LA LA FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY HA HA FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY LA LA FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY HA HA!
November 7th, 2009
WE WERE THE BEST OF, THE BEST OF, FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY LA LA FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY HA HA FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY LA LA FRIENDS~ ZIGGY ZIGGY HA HA!
October 24th, 2009
RULES
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.
Are you male or female? After The Last Midtown Show
Describe yourself. Chasing The Night
What do people feel when they're around you? Dead on Arrival (D: jerks)
Describe your current relationship. Days of the Old
Where would you like to be now? 21 Guns
How do you feel about love? Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
What's your life like? St. Jimmy
What would you ask for if you had only one wish? The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know
Say something wise. Christmas In Hollywood (._.)
If someone says "Is this ok?" you say: Folkin' Around
How would you describe yourself? Time To Go
What do you like in a guy/girl? Homecoming
How do you feel today? Last Night On Earth (D:)
What's the purpose of your life? I Constantly Thank God For Esteban
What is your motto? Whatsername (wtf is with all the Green Day?)
What do your friends think of you? Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy? (Where Is Your Boy? is probably accurate xD)
What do you think of your parents? Saturday
What do you think about very often? I Swear This Time I Mean It
What is 2+2? Take A Step Back (YES, BECAUSE I BACK AWAY FROM ANYTHING RELATE
What do you think of your best friend? Sick Little Games (daw D:)
What do you think of the person you like? His Girl Friday (ha :D)
What's your life story? Knife Called Lust (DDDD: no, baaaaad. MY HEART DOES NOT HAVE HOLES AND BLACK B
What do you want to be when you grow up? Where Were You?
What will you dance to at your wedding? We're So Starving (because I will be starved for wedding cake :D)
What will they play at your funeral? Northern Downpour (sad day D:)
What's your hobby? Center of Attention
What's your biggest fear? The Carpal Tunnel of Love
What's your biggest secret? The End
October 17th, 2009
September 28th, 2009
LALALALALAAAAAAA. I need to write but I dun wanna D: I also need to stop feeling neglected and out of the loop because it's not gonna chaaaaange DDDD:
September 20th, 2009
I FEEL THE NEED TO SHOW OFF MY SXC PEET ICON BECAUSE IT IS SXC AND PEET-FUL AND NOM NOM NOM.
Also, Filis is a tard horse but I still love her.
I HAVEN'T WRITTEN ON MY FIC IN LIKE A MONTH WTFFFFFF.August 24th, 2009
1. Choose a picture of the funniest face on your person.
Nosepick. WHILE PUMPING GAS. BONUS? Yes. 
2. Choose a picture of your person eating.
TOO LAZY TO FIND A PICTURE WITHOUT A COPYRIGHT OH WELL. YUCKY FRENCH FRIES, BUT THE YUMMY PEET MAKES UP FOR IT. ESPECIALLY WITH THE GLASSES. 
3. Choose a picture of your person with an animal.
HAI MONKEY =D 
4. Choose a picture of your person with a member of the opposite sex.
Creepy Ashleyface, but sxc Peetface. 
5. Choose a picture where you would have sex with this person.
YES, A FUCKING CAROUSEL. IDEK HOW THAT'D WORK, BUT IT WOULD HAPPEN, MINUS THE DUDE IN THE BACKGROUND.
6. Choose a picture of your favorite outfit on this person.
Although he forgot to shave and get a haircut, he has a purple hoodie and purple is mai favorite colorrrr. 
MOAR PURPLE 
AND SOME MOAR AFTER THAT 
7. Choose a picture of your person smiling.
I NEED SOME PETERICK SO YAY TWO PICTURES =D BONUS PANIC! SWEATSHIRT. THE ONE THAT I WAS GOING TO BUY BUT IT SOLD OUT TEN MOTHERFUCKING SECONDS BEFORE I WAS GOING TO BUY IT -.- assholes. 
8. Choose a picture of your person half naked.
LOL YOU GUYS KNOW I WOULD POST A PICTURE OF THE PEEN INCIDENT, BUT THAT'S JUST A TAD AWKWARD. SRSLY, THOUGH, DO YOU KNOW~ HOW EASY IT IS TO FIND A SHIRTLESS PICTURE OF HIM? JUST BECAUSE OF THE EASE~, I'M POSTING THREE =D 
9. Choose a picture of your person doing an outdoor activity.
BASEBALL! =D 
10. Choose your favorite picture of this person.
IT'S RLY HARD TO FIND A FAVORITE DDDDDDDDDDDDD= I'll probably change my mind 348978394 times, but I'll say this one for now.
Yo! (i am not giving you my username)-
Throw your fangs in the air cuz you are, in fact, a true playa!
Papi here, taking a minute out of my busy schedule of awesomeness to let y'all know that you are now among an elite crew of sassy brothers and sisters: The Cobra Crew!
Fuck. Yeah.
Here is the shit you need:
www.cobras4life.com
Your User ID: (i'mnotgivingyouthis xD)
Your Password: (obvs. not this either xD)
This is the dope shit you get:
- Access to the members’ only Crew site (where you can talk all kinds of smack on the private message board that we’ll be hangin’ out in)
- First dibs on buying tickets to our shows (which means low service fees!)
- Many chances to kick it with us (not that we’re that much fun, but still...)
- Access to special contests, prizes, giveaways and much more! (kinda like being at the carnival and winning a ton of tickets from skee-ball)
You bought Hot Mess so now reap your reward! It’s a recession and you’re an economist (but kinda like that hot econ professor who bangs her students).
And just so you aren’t left in the dark on all the awesome things coming your way, add memberships@cobras4life.com to your address book or safe sender list. Cause if you don't know, now you know.
This Crew is gonna be the shit.
Let' smash it up.
Love,
El Presidente, Papi Fernandez
I FOUND THIS KIND OF FUNNY :'D (I also just started singing Mad World. fml. I FIND IT KIND OF FUNNY, I FIND IT KIND OF SAD, THE DREAMS IN WHICH I'M DYING ARE THE BEST I EVER HAD!)
Throw your fangs in the air cuz you are, in fact, a true playa!
Papi here, taking a minute out of my busy schedule of awesomeness to let y'all know that you are now among an elite crew of sassy brothers and sisters: The Cobra Crew!
Fuck. Yeah.
Here is the shit you need:
www.cobras4life.com
Your User ID: (i'mnotgivingyouthis xD)
Your Password: (obvs. not this either xD)
This is the dope shit you get:
- Access to the members’ only Crew site (where you can talk all kinds of smack on the private message board that we’ll be hangin’ out in)
- First dibs on buying tickets to our shows (which means low service fees!)
- Many chances to kick it with us (not that we’re that much fun, but still...)
- Access to special contests, prizes, giveaways and much more! (kinda like being at the carnival and winning a ton of tickets from skee-ball)
You bought Hot Mess so now reap your reward! It’s a recession and you’re an economist (but kinda like that hot econ professor who bangs her students).
And just so you aren’t left in the dark on all the awesome things coming your way, add memberships@cobras4life.com to your address book or safe sender list. Cause if you don't know, now you know.
This Crew is gonna be the shit.
Let' smash it up.
Love,
El Presidente, Papi Fernandez
I FOUND THIS KIND OF FUNNY :'D (I also just started singing Mad World. fml. I FIND IT KIND OF FUNNY, I FIND IT KIND OF SAD, THE DREAMS IN WHICH I'M DYING ARE THE BEST I EVER HAD!)
August 13th, 2009
August 2nd, 2009
Also. I feel like an ass for ignoring everyone. But. That's how I roll. I sit and well in my state of sadness and ignore everyone who tries to talk to me. Sorry, people who're trying to talk to me. I won't be talking until I want to / can handle talking to you. Because if I tried to talk to anyone right now, it would turn out pretty badly. I am stressed out and reminded of an incident I did not want/need to be reminded of. I also think that it isn't funny how someone else thought that their worse-off state of being was funny. My support system isn't here. I'm kind of dying inside. As if the first time something drastic happened wasn't enough. Maybe it'll happen again, just because some sort of depression really, really likes being in my brain and refuses to get out. I know it wasn't meant to happen to upset me, but it happened, and now someone close is gone. Fuck alcohol and guns. They should not be anywhere near each other. Suicide should not be included in this world. Ever. I've never had a suicidal thought, so I don't know what it's like to be so dissatisfied with myself that I'd want to die. Even if I don't, I don't know why people would want to do that to themselves. What in hell would cause you to think that just because you have nothing left means you should take your life away? There's people that love you and would help you get on your feet again. I'm not blaming anyone for this. I just really wish I could figure out why you'd want to drink so much that you're dying, then decide it wasn't happening fast enough so you take your life away with one shot. There's one incident in my head that makes me vow to never touch alcohol, guns, and anything and everything that can take my life away.
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I was speaking the language of Shaynie. You might not be fluent. If not. That is how I feel right now. Translation with the unpleasant words replaced = not well. Good bye now.
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I was speaking the language of Shaynie. You might not be fluent. If not. That is how I feel right now. Translation with the unpleasant words replaced = not well. Good bye now.
July 27th, 2009
July 21st, 2009
July 11th, 2009
ALSO PATRICK NEEDS TO STOP BEING CUTE, TOO.
Ha, anyone want to get into his cockpit? -lamejoke-
July 4th, 2009
So I'm kind of really depressed right now but the only thing making me slightly happier is the hilarity of Ryan stalking his ex on his livejournal. I ended up finding Ry's old LJ and I laughed at most of his creepy comments. That helped me be a little un-depressed for a little while.
Depression. It sucks.
My brother was going to his friend's house to light off fireworks with his girlfriend, and my dad told me I should go with him because I've stayed home for the whole summer so far and haven't done anything. I was kind of like :/ "eh, I don't want to tag along or anything." He kept telling me that I should go, but when he asked my brother if I could go, my brother was like "it's my~ time with my~ friends," and "I don't know~, it's not my~ house that we're setting off the fireworks at. Maybe my friends don't like her" while I sat there, ready to cry, because I cry at everything. I mean, I barely wanted to go -- for those same reasons -- but still, the way he said it kind of really hurt my feelings. Usually, my brother would be nicer about these kinds of things, but, idk. Maybe I'm just making a big deal out of nothing, but I felt unwanted. He could have at least said he wanted it to be just him and his friends. I would have understood. I mean, I didn't want to say anything about going in the first place, because, hello, I didn't want to get rejected like that even if I didn't expect it. Still, it did end up hurting me. And, to top off my not-so-great day, my dad kept yelling at me for little things, like not putting one of my horse's blankets away, or not cleaning one~ pile of horse poop, or not feeding the horses on Saturday~, when it's his~ day to feed. He feeds on the weekends in the morning, yet he still yells at me~ for not doing it. It. Was. His. Day. To. Feed. God, everything has to be his way or he ends up getting so frustrated and cranky and snappy at everything~ if it isn't. He got mad at me for not sweeping a freaking trailer~ "correctly".
I'm also missing Bre and it's only been a day without talking to her. I really wish I could talk to her right now. She's like my stress/depression reliever. <3
So I spend my 4th of July alone and crying, watching fireworks out of my window, with nobody to talk to. Perfect.
Depression. It sucks.
My brother was going to his friend's house to light off fireworks with his girlfriend, and my dad told me I should go with him because I've stayed home for the whole summer so far and haven't done anything. I was kind of like :/ "eh, I don't want to tag along or anything." He kept telling me that I should go, but when he asked my brother if I could go, my brother was like "it's my~ time with my~ friends," and "I don't know~, it's not my~ house that we're setting off the fireworks at. Maybe my friends don't like her" while I sat there, ready to cry, because I cry at everything. I mean, I barely wanted to go -- for those same reasons -- but still, the way he said it kind of really hurt my feelings. Usually, my brother would be nicer about these kinds of things, but, idk. Maybe I'm just making a big deal out of nothing, but I felt unwanted. He could have at least said he wanted it to be just him and his friends. I would have understood. I mean, I didn't want to say anything about going in the first place, because, hello, I didn't want to get rejected like that even if I didn't expect it. Still, it did end up hurting me. And, to top off my not-so-great day, my dad kept yelling at me for little things, like not putting one of my horse's blankets away, or not cleaning one~ pile of horse poop, or not feeding the horses on Saturday~, when it's his~ day to feed. He feeds on the weekends in the morning, yet he still yells at me~ for not doing it. It. Was. His. Day. To. Feed. God, everything has to be his way or he ends up getting so frustrated and cranky and snappy at everything~ if it isn't. He got mad at me for not sweeping a freaking trailer~ "correctly".
I'm also missing Bre and it's only been a day without talking to her. I really wish I could talk to her right now. She's like my stress/depression reliever. <3
So I spend my 4th of July alone and crying, watching fireworks out of my window, with nobody to talk to. Perfect.
July 1st, 2009
I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist if you rcan read this so this means you!
1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
I am 5'4" or shorter
I think I'm ugly
I have many scars
I tan easily
I wish my hair was a different colour
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color (breeeee xD)
I have a tattoo
I am self-conscious about my appearance
I have/I've had braces
I wear glasses
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
I have more than 2 piercings
I have piercings in places besides my ears
I have freckles (faint ones)
Family/Home Life
I've sworn at my parents
I've been kicked out of the house
My biological parents are together
I have a sibling less than one year old
I want to have kids someday
I have children
I've lost a child
Embarrassment
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation (probably without realizing it xD)
Disney movies still make me cry
I've snorted while laughing
I've laughed so hard I've cried (aaaaall the time)
I've glued my hand to something
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I've had my pants rip in public
Health
I was born with a disease/impairment
I've had stitches
I've broken a bone
I've had my tonsils removed
I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend
I've had my wisdom teeth removed (not yet, but I will. They're coming in all weird, like, straight out my mouth and not up o_o)
I had a serious surgery
I've had chicken pox
Traveling
I've driven over 200 miles in one day
I've been on a plane
I've been to Canada
I've been to Niagara Falls
I've been to Japan
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans
I've been to Europe
I've been to Africa
I've been to France
Experiences
I've been lost in my city (I'm so lame xDD)
I've seen a shooting star
I've wished on a shooting star
I've seen a meteor shower
I've gone out in public in my pajamas
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
I've been to a casino
I've been skydiving
I've gone skinny dipping
I've played spin the bottle
I've crashed a car
I've been skiing
I've been in a play
I've met someone in person from the internet
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
I've seen the Northern Lights
I've sat on a roof top at night
I've played chicken
I've played a prank on someone
I've ridden in a taxi
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
I've been snowboarding
Relationships
I'm single
I'm in a relationship
I'm available
I'm engaged (lol, well, technically I am~ xDDD)
I've gone on a blind date
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper
I miss someone right now
I have a fear of abandonment
I've been divorced
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (idk, but this is probably the case)
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
I've kept something from a past relationship
Sexuality
I've had a crush on someone of the same gender
I've kissed a member of the same gender
I've had sex with someone of the opposite gender
I've had sex with someone of the same gender
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time
I am a cuddler
I've been kissed in the rain
I've had sex outdoors
I've hugged a stranger
I have kissed a stranger
I have had sex with a stranger
(ALSO, THESE MADE ME THINK OF CAPSING, BRE xDDD)
Honesty/Crime
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
I have lied to my parents about where I am (nothing too bad)
I am keeping a secret from the world
I've cheated while playing a game
I've cheated on a test
I've run a red light
I've been suspended from school
I've witnessed a crime
I've been in a fist fight
I've been arrested
I've shoplifted
Drugs/Alcohol
I've consumed alcohol
I smoke cigarettes
I smoke pot
I regularly drink
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them
I've done hard drugs
I've been addicted to an illegal substance
I take cough meds when I'm not sick
I can't swallow pills (I refuse~ to even take Advil or some shit. I've never taken a pill and I doubt I ever will unless I'm forced~ or it's for some severe medical reason.)
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
Mental health
I have been diagnosed with depression
I shut others out when I'm depressed
I take anti-depressants
I have an eating disorder
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
I've hurt myself on purpose (once :/)
I'm addicted to self harm
I've woken up crying
Death
I'm afraid of dying
I hate funerals
I've seen someone dying
I have attempted suicide
Someone close to me has attempted suicide (...and succeeded.)
Random
I can sing well
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
I open up to others too easily
I don't kill bugs (I can't even touch~ a gnat~ xD I just scream ewwwwwieeeeeecomekillthisbuuuuug~! until someone does xD)
I curse regularly
I sing in the shower
I am a morning person
I paid for my cell phone ring tone
I'm a snob about grammar (ha, me and breeee. HEY LOOK, TERRIBLE GRAMMAR. I shall correct it. Ahem. Bre and I.)
I am a sports fanatic
I play with my hair
I have/had "x"s in my screen name
I love being neat (laziest neat freak in the world xD)
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day
I bake well (can't cook, but I can bake amazing brownies, cookies, cake, stuff like that xD)
My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
I don't know how to shoot a gun
I am in love with love
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
I laugh at my own jokes (I'm lame.)
I eat fast food weekly
I believe in ghosts
I am online 24/7, even as an away message (basically, yes.)
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
I am really ticklish(BRE~~~ WHO THINKS IT'S HILARIOU
I love white chocolate
I bite my nails
I play video games
I'm good at remembering faces
I'm good at remembering names
I'm good at remembering dates
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I add something to the end of almost everything I say; ex: yeah, you know, yo, dawg.
I've been honest while filling out this meme
THAT WAS A GOOD WASTE OF TEN MINUTES YAY.